What's next?

These days i find myself writing out a big list of "Things to do" in an effort to getting my life organized.When i look at it i can't help, but feel a sense of pride and naivety that it's all done.While i make one list, my mind wanders off to "more things to do", i reserve that for my "Tomorrow's to do list". By the end of the week, with lots of stationery, wasted i realize i still have past week's work to do gaping at me..Weekend goes by and Monday morning it's time for review, so i sit comfortably in the couch with a hope of clearing out the entire pending work. I work my brain to prioritize but in vain, my thoughts scatter and i'm browsing the net to find places to visit for the next weekend. And so, the list remains unattended, as i make "weekend plans" not to mention the vigorous planning for this month's long weekend. My afternoons go by contemplating about dinner plans and when i'm cooking dinner, i strongly resolve to do something about my career and so i jump to browsing the net again for courses i can study.

Juggling browsing and cooking, i'm exhausted, i grab a packet of chips as i munch and revel in the soothing effect of the fried potatoes in my tummy, a wave of guilt hits me as i look at my walking shoes unused for a long time. I convince myself, that i will go for a walk in the weekend. But now, i'm forced to to think of cooking a nutritious meal and i make up mind to introduce salads and sprouts and to give up the fat loaded food..So its recipe hunting time and this goes on not for long, my eyes stray around my neighborhood and what now, i see the rose beds in their full bloom and i dream of making my porch colorful with plants and flowers..I'm back to my good old list of things to do and i put down the plants I need to buy, the fruits , veggies for the nutritious meal that i will be cooking soon and so on..With a fresh list in my hand, i parade around the house beaming with a smile and in the belief "Tomorrow never dies", only to find the "To Dos" growing exponentially.